25th July 2023
By Michelle Nokuthaba Mpofu
Now
that I am beyond the reach of the murderous regime in Zimbabwe, I can tell the
story of the enforced disappearance of my maternal grandfather, Fuleza Gibson
“Ndawana” Sibanda.
My name is Michelle Nokuthaba Mpofu. I am the daughter of
Sindisiwe Sibanda, daughter of Fuleza Gibson “Ndawana” Sibanda.
Fuleza Gibson “Ndawana” Sibanda disappeared at the hands of
Zimbabwean state machinery at the height of the Gukurahundi genocide in
Matabeleland in Zimbabwe.
Fuleza Gibson “Ndawana” Sibanda was abducted by four men,
two of whom were in Police uniform and two in civilian attire on 3rd
November 1985, at the Brethren in Christ Church in Mpopoma, Bulawayo, Zimbabwe.
He was never to be seen again.
This state-sponsored tragedy left a permanent scar on our
family and the community.
The impact of Fuleza Gibson
“Ndawana” Sibanda's disappearance was felt not only by his immediate family but
also by us, his grandchildren. The fear of being abducted became a constant
worry, and our family was never able to heal from the trauma of losing our
loved one in such circumstances.
To
this day, there is no information about Sibanda’s whereabouts or well-being.
This uncertainty and lack of closure are incredibly distressing to us as a
family.The distress is ongoing, and the psychological impact on us
is indescribable. The spectre of enforced disappearance hovers over us daily.
Sibanda's disappearance affected his wife, our grandmother,
who struggled to take care of their children, who were left without a provider.
The children had to grow up without a father figure. This gravely affected my
grandmother’s ability to provide emotional support to her children, my mother
included.
The trauma of Sibanda's abduction also affected us, his grandchildren. Not only because we never got to meet our grandfather but also
because we live in fear of a repeat of what happened to our grandfather. The
fear of being abducted or losing a loved one remains a constant worry, which affects
our mental health and well-being.
We grew up in an environment where the government could take
people away and make them disappear without a trace. We are made to feel
helpless, especially because there is no recourse to the law as the judiciary
is captured.
This instilled a deep sense of fear and mistrust in the
government.
The abduction of Sibanda is one of many cases of enforced
disappearances in Zimbabwe. Families are left without closure, and the
perpetrators are never held accountable. The lack of justice exacerbates the
trauma of the families and undermines the rule of law.
The
Zimbabwean government must take responsibility for the enforced disappearances
and bring the perpetrators to justice. Families deserve closure, and justice is
essential for healing and rebuilding trust in the government.
The abduction of Fuleza Gibson Ndawana Sibanda had a
profound impact on our family and the community. The trauma of his
disappearance continues to affect our family up to this day.
It is essential that the Zimbabwean government take
responsibility for enforced disappearances and bring perpetrators to justice to
ensure that no family must endure this type of trauma again.
Note
The story of Fuleza Gibson Ndawana Sibanda was covered by
the main newspapers in Zimbabwe back then and also in a book entitled “Voices from the
Rocks: Nature, Culture and History in the Matopos Hills of Zimbabwe” by Terence Osborn Ranger.
About the author
Michelle Nokuthaba Mpofu is a human rights activist and a
member of Restoration of Human Rights (ROHR) Zimbabwe based in the United
Kingdom. She can be contacted by email at michellempofu11@gmail.com.